We have acquired our first billy goat! This is Alphonse, a good-natured, handsome alpine who was given to us by a friend with a large herd. She was getting tired of having him around, apparently mostly on account of his unpleasant odor-- she suggested we keep him for a while, then eat him, which is hard for me to conceptualize. He is a very young, somewhat timid little goat, with a pointy beard and a rangy look about him. I like him a lot.
Bruce and I were becoming concerned that our mama goats were going to go through their fall cycles without being bred, mostly because we have never gone through this process before and are so unsure of when they will be in heat and how to proceed. Having a billy goat around simplifies everything. He immediately adjusted to living with the other goats:
Hagar, with the buck teeth here, regards him with her usual mellow curiosity. Hannah, our pretty alpine mama, loves an opportunity to push somebody around-- she butts him relentlessly with her horns. Alphonse, however, seems to take being butted in stride. He spends most of his day eating hay and chewing the bark off of the pine trees in the goat yard. Everything smells pretty bad since we brought him home, but, whatever.
We are staying pretty hunkered down these days. Silvan and I have a lot of time to spend together, working on our various projects inside:
We are making a big deal about Solstice this year, for Silvan's sake and because this holiday stuff makes more sense with a little one around. Our magic Christmas tree:
I like the idea of bringing a live tree inside for the darkest days of the year, when I'm missing green things the most. And it's not hard to imagine early spiritual traditions, centered around the cycles of the natural world, would have started this practice.
Being pagan in the modern world involves a lot of creative re-interpretation of Christian holidays, re-imaginings of the little we know of older traditions, and a good bit of just making up a new tradition as we go along. As we work toward a coherent Solstice narrative that makes sense to us and to Silvan, we're forging a path for ourselves. It's a difficult process, but I think we'll emerge with a set of traditions that is perfect for us.